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Saturday, June 28, 2008
unbelievable
met up with some one who i haven't seen for such a long time. probably 4 months or so?
assignment stress reduced. exams stress on it's way. then, it'll be thesis stress.
well, i'm handling it alright. the last post was just to express out the helplessness i had that night. it was just that night. tired, frustrated....
having fun going through the process and learning a lot as well. learning stuff i won't learn from text books. learning it from the people around me. which is a very good thing!
learned something yesterday night. i was just beginning to cheer up so much until i found out something.
wow, great shock. at least to me.
lesson learned: don't believe what you see.believe what you experience.
don't let emotions take over, let rational take control.
not complaining.
but really, don't do stuff to your friends that you would not want them treating you that way. cause friends, close or not in your opinion, should be respected in a way too. what more, if you were considered a close one.
enough said, let's just forget about it.
assignment stress reduced. exams stress on it's way. then, it'll be thesis stress.
well, i'm handling it alright. the last post was just to express out the helplessness i had that night. it was just that night. tired, frustrated....
having fun going through the process and learning a lot as well. learning stuff i won't learn from text books. learning it from the people around me. which is a very good thing!
learned something yesterday night. i was just beginning to cheer up so much until i found out something.
wow, great shock. at least to me.
lesson learned: don't believe what you see.believe what you experience.
don't let emotions take over, let rational take control.
not complaining.
but really, don't do stuff to your friends that you would not want them treating you that way. cause friends, close or not in your opinion, should be respected in a way too. what more, if you were considered a close one.
enough said, let's just forget about it.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
harsh world
when you had a hard day, you would want to have some one to turn to.
when you had a hard day, you would need assurance that it would be ok.
when you had a hard day, you would need a good listener to pour out the frustrations.
when you had a hard day, you would need a good hug.
when you had a hard day, you would need support.
what you don't need is people telling you things you don't want to listen.
but how would they know?
daddy always say psychologist should know how to handle issues relating to human behaviors better.
stress, conflict... should be easy for us to handle.
it is true to a certain degree, when level of stress, exhaustion, frustrations are all above patients and rational thoughts, it's a whole different story.
emotions will eventually take over.
i'm tired, frustrated, helpless...
who to turn to? who to cry to?
me, myself and i.
when you had a hard day, you would need assurance that it would be ok.
when you had a hard day, you would need a good listener to pour out the frustrations.
when you had a hard day, you would need a good hug.
when you had a hard day, you would need support.
what you don't need is people telling you things you don't want to listen.
but how would they know?
daddy always say psychologist should know how to handle issues relating to human behaviors better.
stress, conflict... should be easy for us to handle.
it is true to a certain degree, when level of stress, exhaustion, frustrations are all above patients and rational thoughts, it's a whole different story.
emotions will eventually take over.
i'm tired, frustrated, helpless...
who to turn to? who to cry to?
me, myself and i.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
tired. helpless.
the most stressful presentation for this semester has been postponed. and i was so hoping for it to come to an end on tuesday.
but nope, because the lecturer was too disgusted with the presentations before us, he refused to continue the other's presentations and concluded that everyone should present or represent on a different day, giving us chance to modify our content to make sure we don't fail.
is it a good thing or a bad thing?
headache, stress, sleepy... everything that are disturbing practically come at the same time.
will my mood be bad? i don't know. won't snap at people for no reason.
it is really an experience that i can learn from. working with different personalities, having fun during discussion, learning from different people.....
behind all the pains are some great fun and learning experience.
it's for me to judge to look at it in which perspective.
today, stayed back in college till 7 something for discussion. bro called to see where am i and asked if i am to have dinner at home. told me there's a pleasant surprised waiting for me.
i know parents will be back from langkawi with chocolates. but what will the other surprise be?
first thing that came into my mind was something unrealistic... something that will not happen.
i thought maybe somebody is in my house waiting for me. or i got some present from somebody unexpectedly.
but then, i managed to come back to reality before reaching home, knowing that would not happen.
see what can stress do to me! brain not functioning properly..
but at this point of time, i really wished that somebody would make my day.
but nope, because the lecturer was too disgusted with the presentations before us, he refused to continue the other's presentations and concluded that everyone should present or represent on a different day, giving us chance to modify our content to make sure we don't fail.
is it a good thing or a bad thing?
headache, stress, sleepy... everything that are disturbing practically come at the same time.
will my mood be bad? i don't know. won't snap at people for no reason.
it is really an experience that i can learn from. working with different personalities, having fun during discussion, learning from different people.....
behind all the pains are some great fun and learning experience.
it's for me to judge to look at it in which perspective.
today, stayed back in college till 7 something for discussion. bro called to see where am i and asked if i am to have dinner at home. told me there's a pleasant surprised waiting for me.
i know parents will be back from langkawi with chocolates. but what will the other surprise be?
first thing that came into my mind was something unrealistic... something that will not happen.
i thought maybe somebody is in my house waiting for me. or i got some present from somebody unexpectedly.
but then, i managed to come back to reality before reaching home, knowing that would not happen.
see what can stress do to me! brain not functioning properly..
but at this point of time, i really wished that somebody would make my day.
Monday, June 23, 2008
my name.....
What Ng Vern May Means 
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
do you think it is accurate? the first few stuff are, but at the back, it seems weird to be attached to my personality. =)
What's your name's hidden meaning?
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
do you think it is accurate? the first few stuff are, but at the back, it seems weird to be attached to my personality. =)
What's your name's hidden meaning?
Saturday, June 21, 2008
sleepy. not sleepy.
wonder why sleep is important? because sleep cause higher possibility of sweet dreams.
now, that was so random.
not gonna complain, as daddy says, psychology students are suppose to be better in managing stress, emotions, yada yada. so i shall not complain.
exams here exams there.
what does that mean? holidays nearing.
can't wait for that to come. 2 months of holidays! although 3 weeks will be allocated for thesis and a month would be for enjoyment.
i want to go traveling. i want to go places out of KL! seaside! mountains! anything!
ooo, maybe even overseas!
nvm, i shall just wait for december to come. the longer holiday. the major holiday because i'm done with student life then!
in the mean time, delivery of my 21st birthday present from dear miss sister. coming soon. surprising me with something branded. hmm, now i'm excited!
bored. 2 more assignments but i'm so reluctant to open up the file and start doing. procrastinating. always happen on saturdays.
ranting without purpose and content.
sien lar......
now, that was so random.
not gonna complain, as daddy says, psychology students are suppose to be better in managing stress, emotions, yada yada. so i shall not complain.
exams here exams there.
what does that mean? holidays nearing.
can't wait for that to come. 2 months of holidays! although 3 weeks will be allocated for thesis and a month would be for enjoyment.
i want to go traveling. i want to go places out of KL! seaside! mountains! anything!
ooo, maybe even overseas!
nvm, i shall just wait for december to come. the longer holiday. the major holiday because i'm done with student life then!
in the mean time, delivery of my 21st birthday present from dear miss sister. coming soon. surprising me with something branded. hmm, now i'm excited!
bored. 2 more assignments but i'm so reluctant to open up the file and start doing. procrastinating. always happen on saturdays.
ranting without purpose and content.
sien lar......
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
long day ahead
it's gonna be a long day ahead. 2 hours of class in the morning, 4 hours break in between, then another 3 hours class. ends at 7. going for dinner with the mates cause we thought many will be caught in jam and it has been long since we last hung out.
nothing was done since monday. group discussion was not progressive yesterday. communication breakdown. everyone was not prepared. assignment due next week. actually, it's a group presentation. sounds not that hard rite? boy, it's freaking hard! working with a whole new bunch of people, instead of sticking to the buddies who i have been working for since year 1. and task requirements are still so vague. bottoms down to good experience.
had a weird dream yesterday. it was really weird. dream my sister was pushing me towards a guy. and in the dream, i so happen to be interested with the guy. and if i was not mistaken, that guy was younger than me whom i met in intern last year. EEEEEEEEEEE so weird!
maybe it has got to do with the lately unnecessary symptoms. lol
nothing was done since monday. group discussion was not progressive yesterday. communication breakdown. everyone was not prepared. assignment due next week. actually, it's a group presentation. sounds not that hard rite? boy, it's freaking hard! working with a whole new bunch of people, instead of sticking to the buddies who i have been working for since year 1. and task requirements are still so vague. bottoms down to good experience.
had a weird dream yesterday. it was really weird. dream my sister was pushing me towards a guy. and in the dream, i so happen to be interested with the guy. and if i was not mistaken, that guy was younger than me whom i met in intern last year. EEEEEEEEEEE so weird!
maybe it has got to do with the lately unnecessary symptoms. lol
Sunday, June 15, 2008
dreaming. wishing. hoping
it has been such a long time since i last thought about the high school days. not only just the thought, but actually am miss high school.
all of a sudden, out of no where. in church!
of course there are particular memories that are missed dearly.
day dreaming again, missing those wonderful people, thinking back about the past.
but what is left, is the future.
have to know how to appreciate the opportunity that is there in case it's too late.
dream, wish and hope that these memories will be with me and support me throughout the harder days that is to come.
all of a sudden, out of no where. in church!
of course there are particular memories that are missed dearly.
day dreaming again, missing those wonderful people, thinking back about the past.
but what is left, is the future.
have to know how to appreciate the opportunity that is there in case it's too late.
dream, wish and hope that these memories will be with me and support me throughout the harder days that is to come.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
thank you
the clock strikes 12.
we were busy with phone calls, emails, and of course searching for nice templates for this blog.
then, it was already 1.
i spent your 1st hour of your 21st doing this.
thanks a lot. you know how much i appreciate every thing.
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we were busy with phone calls, emails, and of course searching for nice templates for this blog.
then, it was already 1.
i spent your 1st hour of your 21st doing this.
thanks a lot. you know how much i appreciate every thing.
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Finally the first.....
Dedicated the person who just turned 21 a minute ago.....
Happy Birthday my dear friend Suzzane..
May you have a wonderful and memorable 21st birthday!
HUGS....
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Happy Birthday my dear friend Suzzane..
May you have a wonderful and memorable 21st birthday!
HUGS....
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