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i feel bad but i really refuse to send over my whole file.
i provided the journal. the stuff is all inside. is it that hard to copy and paste it and arrange it nicely into another word file? i did that myself. i spent some time adjusting the alignment and all. it's not that i'm kedekut or wat... but it's irritating that offering some one something and get bugged by stuff that can be done so easily.
i might be wrong. but at this time, i refuse to give in.
it's already friday. hmm, let's count. about 9 days more for thesis to due.
my topic is actually stress management. and i'm not practicing the techniques i'm focusing on. want to know why? cause i'm not stress! hard to believe rite? yea, of course i'm still stressing a lot about it! and in my mind is still all about completing it instead of erm, utilizing the techniques. i should actually. but i'm not.
i actually thought i'm quite done with it. just have to try to make it better. of course i was wrong. i had to research more and write more! i printed 16 journals yesterday! and wasted like all the papers cause i ended up using 8. i got so much to add. i took so long to edit and organize my previous draft. now i have to do it all over again.
thankfully, i went and see my supervisor. if not, i think i will do badly for this thesis. at least now i am a bit more confident. a bit only, sad to say.
7000 word limit is actually too little now. is it actually a maximum? not too sure about that. i actually struggled trying to even reach 5000 previously.
my design is so hard to run! i tried to simplified it so many times. now i think i'm in trouble. need to research more again. or consult supervisor again.
boring post, rite?
an excitement of the week, the business in phasionology is really running smoothly. excited everytime when emails arrived. excited when michelle updates it. excited to see people coming in.
oh, my mother actually said the stocks are a bit messy lying around the corner of the living room. so it's officially in my room! the only CLOTHES available in my room. haha
marilee, i miss shopping in malls already! come back quick!
and, i don't have an ending for each post...
so not used to it...
oh, phasionology.blogspot.com is officially open.
cheers!!!
Marilyn left this evening. The moments in the airport were so familiar yet it was still filled with tears. Well, I did not cry. I am not that type of person who can cry that easily. I only cried at home when my sister left. Out of so many of my friends who left, I guess only one person made me tear.
I know it was hard for her to actually stay so strong until the moment she went down that escalator. She has been holding and hiding her emotions all this while. Seeing her burst into tears when she was hugging her grandma at home and her sisters, father and Pelvin in airport...... she was really leaving.
Maybe I’m immune to friends leaving the country, it’s not hitting in yet. YET! After all, Marilyn is my church going partner for the past 5 months or so, and she was always there whenever I needed her. I really meant the word WHENEVER. Am really gonna miss her.
She gave me a whole collection of photos before she left. One of the bunch was her birthday photos. And so many memories there.
******
Just the other day, I actually finally managed to convince myself that there is no point at all holding on to the feelings I have. Whatever I thought was in fact was just my own perception. Whatever I hoped for will never come true.
But...... should I have a but?
One thing is for sure, there is no more turning back to the good old times. Everything has changed.
EVERYTHING CHANGED.
I don’t know what to think now. I’m not being emo. I’m not feeling sad.
Just 不舍得.
yeap, we have been planing about it for quite some time, although i was not as keen or as excited as the rest. i was always only offering to help and all.
but, it's finally coming true. we did our shopping last week. suppose to start taking pictures and all but i was off to kerteh with the family.
so sweet of them to actually wait for me. and this might cost us a lot because our stocks might be new this week but not next week. so hopefully we will get all done by next week. then sales might just come in soon! muahahaaa
the blog is done by non other than the great michelle teh. very pretty indeed.
presenting to you:
it is of course not updated yet, as i mentioned just now. but it's already done and ready to be browsed!
i'm a business woman now! haha
gosh, thesis!!!!
anyways,
wilber pan's greatest hits is out. in other words, almost all old songs.
but his new song: 转机
i highly recommend!!!
he even has a Cantonese version. yes, very weird accent. but i really love the song.
still wilber pan can make me day just like that.
=)
fun is also coming to an end. after today, it would be all focus on thesis. i really hope i do because it is so important and i really want to do well in it!!!! please oh please let me do well in it!!
marilyn is leaving in a week time.
wey yiing is leaving in two weeks time (i think).
thesis due-ing in 3 weeks time.
shaw pei coming home in 2 months time.
i'm on holiday. yet, i still feel pressured. i don't have much time to spend with people who are leaving. i don't have time to sit down and relax because i have a thesis to complete.
i'm feeling a bit emo now. which explains the random-ness in this blog.
no content, no connection, nothing....
what i really want to say, i can't express.
i'm hurt. in which way? EVERYWAY.
secret wish, no longer important? i thought i let it go. but it's pulling me back. and it's bad.
friendship? don't even go into it.
academic? my brother did so well that i guess he might graduate with a first class honors.
i'm really emo-ing.
it can mean so many things and when some one actually asked you about that wish, you can brush off by saying: it's stated there, it's a secret. =)
i had this wish since, ermm, long time ago? and it faded away because i decided to give up on it.
but now, i want back this wish. i want it to come true.
will it even come true? only Big Daddy up there knows.
and i really hope He will make this wish come true.
wanna know what is the wish?
you should know if you were meant to know.
=)
it is a secret wish after all!