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it is just so different

i was asked if i will miss london, miss uk, miss my sister, miss everything that has accompanied me for the past few months.

i remember the last time when i came to london with my cousin, vern chui, i couldn't adapt back to my lifestyle in malaysia. it was a 3 week vacation for me here. and it was so long since i last seen my sister. london was like a place where i longed for, because i wanted to be with my sister.

i remembered crying and feeling so emotional for the next few week when i was back in malaysia. it was hard so hard to get back on pace with my uni work and all. but eventually, i was back on track.

and now, this time, i came here for so long, i wonder how would i feel when i get back.

i know it's different. because, probably many people already now, i do want to go back. i have to much to look forward for. all my friends are back in malaysia for good. many of them are working. and me too, am looking forward to start my working life.

coming here for so long also gave me the opportunity to experience life like how overseas students experienced, only difference, i am alone without friends and i do not have to study.

i appreciate my parents more. i appreciate my friends more.

but no matter how excited i am in going back, i know i am surely going to miss what i have here in london.

the missing feel, is just more positive compared to 2 years ago.

and that, is the difference.

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