♥Working life ain't fun but it helps someone to grow faster.

This is a Friday Night?

started off with a bad week. everything was just not right. on monday, was looking forward for tuesday to end. on tuesday, looking forward to wednesday, then thursday, then friday.....

i now understand the feeling my sister had tried explaining to me last year. and i happened to realized, you won't understand it unless you are working. i'm sorry sister... it's sad and disappointing when after a bad week or hard week of work that when you are looking forward to the fun and relaxing friday, everything just don't happen.

it's the second time already.

and each time, i come home with the same feeling.

i wonder how sister felt whenever she asked me to plan something but i ended up planning nothing.

and it's true, you will never understand the urge to have a weekend, unless you are working.

weekend is just so different for students compared to working people. i used to think that it's the same. but seriously, it's not.

it's the same situation when you tell young people to enjoy studying because seriously, working sucks.

maybe it doesn't apply to everyone.

but working for my sucks. i'm actually suffering a bit. but it's a good training for me.

i just need to find a way to release all this tensions and frustration.

but unfortunately, i realized, i got nobody to turn to for support.

it sucks, but hey, this is reality.

how i wish i get the opportunity to go into another world... like how alice did in her wonderland.

yes, i watched alice in wonderland today. and i did something i thought i never will do in my life, watching a movie alone.

sigh, it's just a bad week + hormons unbalance = emotional me.

i need to get out of this position soon. either psycho myself, or get myself another new environment.

i wished i can go back to my bumming days in london. for those who knows about my "depressed" moments in london, yes, this is worst and that is why i actually don't mind london more now........

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